by StrikerMan780 » Wed Jan 03, 2018 10:53 pm
I never even met her, but for some reason, this hurts more than most things in recent memory. It hits so close to home, having lost a close friend in 2011 and am still dealing with the trauma and crippling emotional pain... this has reopened that wound. The nature of how it happened and seeing how it's affecting others only intensifies things. It doesn't seem fair, it doesn't feel like it was supposed to end like that. It fuels the intense anger I have towards the current state of affairs in the world and universe at large. I'm pissed because she didn't deserve to have her life cut short, and because her family and friends didn't deserve the pain and suffering that they are/will endure... I know what it's like, I've seen what it does to families and friend circles first-hand... it makes me want to break down, scream, break things, and collapse on the floor crying, like I have so many times before. I hate how fucked everything is, just doesn't seem right, doesn't make any sense.
Rest in peace Kate, and I hope to goodness Bouncy and Kate's other friends are able to overcome the pain and suffering better than I ever could. My best wishes to them.